30 October 2003
the brain provides

It's funny, the times I find myself staring at all this multicolored html. In this case, it's 2:30 in the morning, I have the killer cramps and a killer midterm in my sociology class tomorrow (or rather, today).

I gave up on trying to list my good points. Mostly because anything I started composing in my head sounded self-centered, and also because he said it so much better than I could.

No, I'm not telling you what #7 is.

I'm continually baffled at the way John loves me. Why me, this mess of a girl. After almost four years, you think I would've figured it out.

Also. Somewhere in my head, I can tell, I'm starting to make that transition out of college. It's really weird, but I'm so glad my brain is taking care of it for me because lord knows I am not equipped to handle that right now. For a long time I was scared shitless, but the brain provides, in this case. I guess when things come up you just have to deal.

All those who found the above incomprehensible, please raise your hand.

See you in another month. Or another day.

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